12 Ocak 2009 Pazartesi

i know

i know it got quite queer... this is the last thing on icarus that i'm gonna post. kkk. there're not even my things. i don't know. ever since seeing the painting in a lit book in highschool, i haven't been able to forget it. i guess it really tied up with what i was going through in life then... but somehow i have a feeling it doesn't just address to teenage hormonal stage... it's life. remember, the old masters were never wrong about suffering.

but i hope, and this blog thing is in hope of this hope, that one day icarus will fly. without feathers and oil but with his own spirit.

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  1. hey sweetie...heehee, I think you're right about the hungry thing. I got a pack of condoms today--and a lot of homework, otherwise I'd tell you all about the hilarious process of the condom-getting. But Ravi was so disappointed when he heard. I found the only boy in the world who doesn't want to have sex. Who wants everything else, but waits for sex. There's a line in the sand, and everytime we've stepped on that line, almost crossed to the other side, he was seriously sad. What to do?

    I really like your diary. I remember your old account was also called "the fall of icarus", right? I think Icarus will fly. Or else he'll learn to swim.

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  2. i cannot believe it... who doesn't want to have sex!? one may not have the time, the energy or the desire... but when you have all these things, one has sex! especially if it's a guy and i seriously cannot understand ravi. i feel that there's definitely a story behind this and i would have squeezed it out of him by now. maybe a childhood trauma where he witnessed his parents frolicking and or maybe a friend forced him into doing it... or maybe he's reached enlightenment and became buddha and no longer feels any need for earthly desires... you gotta look into it lisa... or maybe not everyone is as messed up as me kkkk

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  3. He wants to have sex eventually, but after marriage. You know those girls who want their first time to be a parade down the street (sotospeak), and to love one person forever and to share everything with that person only...that's Ravi. But we do lots of other things too. More things if it ever becomes "official"?

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