7 Nisan 2009 Salı

complications

my little sister

she's going through a hard time, let's just say... and she really needs me this summer. i really wanna be there for her. i either have to go to mongolia or i have to bring her here. but my parents won't give permission coz she's too little and they have it in their heads that i am a physical and emotional mess who needs to be rehabilitated and fixed up every summer. so they want me to come.

yet this year i really really hope that i can make use of a whole summer. i don't want it to go to waste, time is everything, really.

and yet there is a part of me that wants, needs to go back because i may be a physical and emotional mess, or i am from time to time and going back to mongolia helps me out a lot in a way. and on top of that there are my dear grandmothers who long to see me; and i have this fear that i won't be able to see them before they die... which is a terrible thought i know.

and of course there are the money troubles.

if you come when exactly will you come and how long...

there so many factors that we have to take into consideration if we're gonna make it happen. tell me what you want, what you plan to do and your expectations, everything...

i'd love you to come, it would be amazing. it would be out of this world...!

3 yorum:

  1. Maybe two weeks, possibly less...two weeks is quite enough time for you to get sick of me, lol. I haven't thought about what I would do in Turkey...probably wander around aimlessly, and then go see the sights, *definitely* go to the baths and do some shopping, and definitely see you after so long. Where do you live again, what part of the country?

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  2. ...then again, I don't have a solid plan. I don't want to stay in Turkey for only two days and then fly back, but I understand that you'd have otherthings going on. So I guess I'd see the sites, but who knows. I'm definitely not sure, but I've been moving to going. Blaahh rather tired now.

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  3. isnt two weeks a little too short?

    id rather have you stay long enough for you to create nostalgia

    a month would be good. if you come youd definitely have a place to stay, i can cook for you. dont have to really worry about those things... so just think about it more and get back to me on this. i decided to stay here this summer... so you can come whenever and go whenever...

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