something personal

there are all these fights, all over this world, that you want to be a part of, that you feel you should be a part of, that it is our born right to be a part of... there are the wars, the human rights movements, the '68 student movements, cinema, the new wave, free cinema and yada yada yada... all these monumental, bigger than a life, bigger than us FIGHTS... and then

suddenly

you hear something like a friend from the past, someone who isn't that good of a friend, just a friend, an acquientance... has had a baby...

and suddenly all these fights, the power that is turning the world around and around has suddenly been cut, everything stops, or rather

you stop, and realise that all these things are actually meaningless things...

when there is something as beautiful and as pure as a baby!

and everything is meaningsless and stupid

and all u want is a baby, living that experience, that moment! that fight!!

because the biggest fight is there, in bringing a LıFE into this world...

i'm messed up